It was a long but good trip. We returned to CA and I spent a few days with my grandparents and then some with Lynn and Abigail. She is growing up. This may be some of the more difficult parts of loosing Will. I feel like my world has still stopped as I look for him around the house and think that just maybe I will see him sometime when I am out. Airports are excruciating. I know he is gone but it stops my heart to see another pilot thinking it might be him.
So I am home. In our home. There are hard and good things about being in Kansas, the state that he loved. It was the real heartland to him. This week I will be working at Vacation Bible School at church. Third graders will make up my group and I know the Lord has plans and good things for those who love him but I have never not understood more what those plans are, so prayers, just prayers for good days and grace and whatever else you can think of would be appreciated. I don't understand much these days but just keep putting one foot in front of another. It's a ton harder without Will by my side but just one day at a time. Thank you for your continuing prayers. I know those in third grade thank you as well.